Just a Diary

  Everything started when he sent a message at my phone cell 5 years ago. His number wasn't at my phone book, so i not gave a response. But, i felt curious so i replied his message. That is my acquainted with him.

  And then, we've built a friendship. Many stories have been coloring my days with him, sandness, happiness, funny moment until jealousy come to my feel. I don't know why? When h tell me about someone who's he love, i felt a jealousy. A feeling which don't have to in our friendship.

  When he said, "i have a relationship with her." i thought a hammer has crushed my heart. But i have to hide my jealousy, cause i won't make a trouble in our frienship. But, finally i can't to hide the jealousy, i can't hide my feel about him, i have fallin' love with my bestfriend. He said, "we are impossible to have relationship cause we have friensdhip."

  The end, he was avoided me for the sake of my feel. He not want break my heart. He had thought that is good way to kill the love for him. But really, until this second i can't erase my fewl, this love has lodged at my heart. He has scrified our friendship for the sake of kill a love which has grown at my heart. I'm dissapointed. Not have to avoided me to kill the love.

  A friendship which has colored my days was crushed now. I wanna come back to the friendship. I'll try to kill my feel to establish our friendship again.